Rustic Mediterranean Flatbread Pizza

Someday, I will lounge on the shores of a Mediterranean island, soaking up the sunshine. In the evening, I will make dinner from cheese and eggs produced from my own cows and chickens and vegetables from my small garden, and I will inhale the scent of sea air and millenia of civilization. Hey, a girl can dream, can't she? Dinner last night was a little less than my Mediterranean heaven, but it was still danged good, took 20 minutes, and embodied the flavors that I imagine linger heavy in the air in my dream paradise. This recipe is adaptable in a million ways and can be tailored to suit the individual palates of anyone at your dinner table.

The most amazing part of this dish is the flatbread base. I have made this several ways and it never disappoints. The bread comes together so quickly that it will wow you, cooks in a matter of 3-5 minutes, and has this wonderful earthy flavor from the extra-virgin olive oil. The original recipe (courtesy of Deb from Smitten Kitchen) uses fresh rosemary, and it is divine that way. I wanted more of plain base for a pizza crust and omitted the rosemary, but topped the flatbread with sea salt and freshly ground black pepper to add some flavor and complexity before topping them with some great fresh veggies and cheese and spicy Italian sausage. Talk about yummy in the tummy. Hubby and I devoured ours quickly. You could substitute feta for mozzarella, add kalamata olives or sun-dried tomatoes, chicken, oh heck, anything that tickles your fancy. Personally, I loved the heat and slight fennel flavor of the spicy Italian sausage, and highly recommend using that as your topping. 

Rustic Spinach and Marinara Lasagna

Before you read this, I want you to know that I believe this is the best dish I have ever made. Like, this lasagna knocked it out of the park and I want to eat the entire pan of lasagna but can't because the fire department would have to cut out a wall of my house and remove me with a crane. This dish is worth every second that it takes to make. I am holding myself back from eating a second piece right now. Oh my heck. It was a lasagna-gasm. Yeah, yeah. I know it's inappropriate. But it's the only way I can do this seductive dinner justice. It is a combination of a few of my favorite family recipes. The flavors are simple and classic, well-balanced and without excess. That is Italian cooking at its finest. It is not about gobs of cheese. It is not about buckets of sauce. Simple balance and classic flavors. This lasagna boasts all of these qualities.

The reason for the creation and consumption of this dish is that there is this other person that lives inside of me. On the outside, I am your typical 28-year-old. I am happily married, pining for a baby, obsessed with my outward appearance, constantly cursing my ever-widening hips. On the inside, there is this tiny but fiesty Italian "cuoca" (cook) that understands that inheriting her grandmother's ancestral thighs doesn't mean she is socially unacceptable and will never be a model, but rather that she is destined to stomp grapes in the Sicilian countryside, and traverse the hills of Tuscany searching for perfect balls of mozzarella. Today, La Cuoca decided to take over and stuff Utah-living Lauren away for a while. And thus, dinner happened. Don't be scared by the fact that I whipped up and rolled my lasagna noodles, or that my sauce slow-simmered for two hours. You can make this too, using as many shortcuts or long-cuts (yes, that's a word), as you choose. And either way,  La Cuoca will be proud of you, and will invite you to stomp some grapes with her and Lucille Ball and all of the other fabulous, fuller-figured ladies throughout history.

In all seriousness, one of the reasons that I love cooking so much is that it makes me feel connected to my ancestors. I know my great-grandmother, Lucia grew up in the hills of Pietraperzia, Sicily, cooking, barefooted and dusted in semolina flour, as did her mother, Calogera, and so many before them. When I am making food, I feel tied to them in a way I cannot describe in words. It is a spiritual thing. And that is beautiful, and is no respecter of calories. And I am sitting here thinking about these amazing women in my family history and their rich culture and heritage, and I feel their influence with me. And that is why I cook.

And now, we best get to discussing the method before La Cuoca devours this delicious lasagna all by herself.

Sliders, Two Ways: Cheddar Adobo Bacon and Spinach and Sun-Dried Tomato Pesto with Parmesan and Spicy Sweet Potato Wedges

Today was gorgeous. The sun was warm, the flowers were in bloom, and we took the puppy on a nice walk before dinner. Then, we came home and stuffed our faces with this delicious meal. I am not that much of a red-meat girl. I have a new-found appreciation for short ribs and a well-cooked steak, but I mostly stick to poultry, pork and the occasional fish dish. My husband adores burgers. We don't eat out often, but when we do, it is usually a trip to Five Guys. So I throw him a bone every so often and whip up some burgers at home. Tonight, I was totally on board with these sliders, and I think they have several awesome characteristics. They are fast and easy to make. They are made from healthy, whole foods. They are small, so you don't feel like you ate half of a cow. Because they are small, you can eat a few different kinds of burgers and experience an awesome variety of flavors. If you have kids that are small eaters, these would be a great option for them. They also make a killer appetizer if you had company. These came out great, and I will definitely be making them again. Hubby liked the Cheddar Adobo Bacon best, and I was more a fan of the Spinach and Sun-Dried Tomato Pesto and Parmesan. We ate them with some oven-baked Spicy Sweet Potato wedges and licked our fingers and plates clean. Well, we licked our fingers. The dog licked the plates! Sweet Potato, by the way, is packed with vitamins, and is such an easy and healthy substitute for your usual french fries.

The recipe does have a few prep steps, but you could totally do them earlier in the day and then just slap these on the grill and have dinner on the table in less than 15 minutes. That's my kind of weeknight meal! I spent a lot of Easter weekend baking (Homemade Oreo Cookies, Carrot Cake, Eclair Pie), and I was sick of kitchen work, so this was  a welcome change. I did make some homemade slider buns today, and while I liked the flavor and texture, they need some tweaking before I share that recipe. You can use some store-bought buns, but I would recommend buying some high-quality artisan buns or a nice whole-wheat bun. The super-enriched, white bun stuff that you grew up with is not the type of thing you want to eat if you are committed to whole food eating, and they honestly taste terrible. It's also worth it to use the highest quality ground beef you can (alternately, turkey or chicken would be tasty too!). We used a nice Angus that I got on sale and froze last month, and it was perfect, flavorful and tender. Skip the generic ground beef. With the enlightenment of the masses on the "pink slime" that makes up a ton of mass-marketed beef, it's worth it to go with a higher-quality chuck or Angus, or to buy grass-fed organic or regular ground beef from a store that does not sell the pink slime. Shudder.

A Mindful Breakfast: Spinach and Tomato Egg White Omelette

Breakfast is the most challenging meal of the day for me. It is difficult to put together a healthy, complete breakfast when your eyes are bleary with sleep and you can barely stand up straight. Being at home during the day has made me more conscious of my breakfast choices, but there are times when I hearken back to the days of commuting an hour and a half to work and quickly scarfing down a Starbucks breakfast sandwich, or whatever piece of chocolate or leftover baked good I could find in my apartment. Then there were those days when I didn't eat breakfast at all, and rectified my low blood sugar with a can of coke at 10 AM...yeah, those were the days. I am a reformed woman, though, and I eat breakfast every day, and 95% of the time, it is healthy and mindfully eaten. I definitely thrive on having a wide selection of breakfast varieties available to me, so that I don't slip back into eating sugary cereals or other nutritionally-deficient options. I usually alternate between oatmeal, fruit, green smoothies and a variety of egg dishes. Today, I am sharing one of my favorite omelettes.

Mindful eating has always been a challenge for me. I have never been a fan of prepackaged food and convenience snacks, but I have always been a fan of anything butter-laden and decadent. I still love desserts and baked indulgences, but I save them for the weekend or special occasions. Anyway, I digress. Back to the point. When I make my food myself and consciously choose to use fresh produce, and the most natural ingredients I can afford, I am a more healthy, happy and satisfied person. My diet directly affects how I feel, and a good breakfast can set the tone for the entire day. This weekend, I had several sodas, pizza, and fast food. I felt awful. I know that is directly related to my dietary choices and my body screaming at me to eat something with nutritional value and devoid of all traces of high-fructose corn syrup.